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Monday, August 21, 2006
My anger, rage, fury, whatever it is keeps growing on stronger.. And i'm almost willing to just sit back and let it take over the show. Maybe i should just fucking die.. rather than let it hurt the people i hold dear to me.. It fucking hurts me too much sometimes.. especially if i keep it all locked inside for too long. It felt good screaming my head off at the fellow, the other time at the train station. Felt even better 'UFC'ing him there as well. Where can i go to, to rip off a head? A fucking monster, yes i know..
This fucking injury, this fucking course, this bloody, fucking self.. I hate me... i hate you for not stopping me to hate me... i hate all the wrongs in this fucking world to even care about what they say should be right anymore.. i hate this fucking life... i fucking hate existence... yes, maybe i should indeed.........................................
-Playlist-
-Midnight in a perfect world (Dj Shadow)
-Six days-remixed (Dj Shadow ft. Mos Def)
-High noon (Dj Shadow)
-Organ donor (Dj Shadow)
-Devil's advocate (Dj Shadow)
-Drums of death (Dj Shadow)
-March of death (Dj Shadow ft. Zack De La Rocha)
-Some kind of monster (Metallica)
-Waiting for you (Miri Ben Ari ft. Consequence)
-Born of a broken man (Rage Against The Machine)
-Testify (Rage Against The Machine)
-Calm like a bomb (Rage Against The Machine)
-Wake up (Rage Against The Machine)
-Touch (Seal)
-Hush (L.L Cool J)
-Karma (Lloyd Banks)
-Beautiful (Athelete)
-Reset (Outkast ft. Goodie Mob)
-Sometimes you can't make it on your own (U2)
-The Worm (Audioslave)
-Out of exile (Audioslave)
-Be yourself (Audioslave)
-Show me how to live (Audioslave)
-Ocean within (KRS-One ft. Saul Williams)
-Nice to know you (Incubus)
-Aqueous Transmission (Incubus)
-1st Movement pt.1-Halo 2 Soundtrack (Incubus)
-Here in my room (Incubus)
-Drive (Incubus)
-Pardon me (Incubus)
-Fuckin in the bushes-Snatch Soundtrack (Oasis)
-Guess who's back (Scarface ft. Jay-Z)
-Hate it or love it (The Game ft. 50Cents)
-Inner universe (Origa)
-Maybe tomorrow (Stereophonics)
-I don't wanna be (Gavin DeGraw)
-Can't take my eyes off you (Damien Rice)
-Angel (Massive Attack)
-Furious angels (Rob Dougan)
-Soul in the hole (Wu All-Stars)
-Season Song (Blue States)
-Still running (Chevelle)
-Finding myself (Smile Empty Soul)
-Leech (Sevendust)
-You are (Bilal)
-Travelling man (Mos Def)
-Good luck (Basement Jaxx ft. Lisa Kekaula)
-Heard'em say (Kanye West ft. Adam Levine)
-Hip-hop (Royce Da 5'9'')
-This blood (Black Lab)
-Sold me (Seether)
-Out of my way (Seether)
-The gift (Seether)
-White light (Starsailor)
-Way back home (Starsailor)
-Whenever, whereever, whatever (Maxwell)
-London (Smoke City)
-All is full of love (Bjork)
-My favorite mutiny (Talib Kweli/Black Thought/The Coup)
-Right now (Fort Minor ft. Black Thought/Styles Of Beyond)