Monday, June 26, 2006

Over the age..

Whatever i'm saying here has no bearing on anyone else's opinions or perspective but mine solely. Shit, of course it is. Well.. It's just a self banter on why the hounding heck i don't do what most of those close to my age are doing at this time of our feverish lives. Yeah, THAT saturday night fever. Or thursday. Or friday. Or any damn day for anyone to hit the clubs. Why am i supposely cured of this? Not even a single strand of urge in me. None! More like a sudden rash of irritable dread cropping up whenever close friends or even Mal suggested of going there. Shit, i've been such an avid clubber back in the day. Waaaaay back.. Probably hitting spots 2, 3 times a week at least. This was like in school, man. Had no qualms about checking out the latest clubs that opened or hopped til the nights out. And throughout all this, i had never even smoked or drink once! Til now, some of my ex-clubbing buddies would still find that weird if we hang out. Weird?! What's so farking weird about having my own preference to not fill myself up with alcohol in my system or tobacco in my lungs?? My religion forbids me to consume any form of alcoholic beverages and that's probably my main reason. I still have to keep telling people why i don't drink. To certain people who knows me, the question, 'Even though you don't drink, you still commit other sins, so why bother in the 1st place?', persists. Even if so, and it's definitely true that i committed other sins and still unfortunately do, why would i commit this one sin which i very much am capable of avoiding? Leave that to me and mine, please..

I am now no longer finding any appeal to get in or even be in close proximity to this kind of places. Be it from a psychologically scarred standpoint, to a totally detached outlook of yesteryears' interest. No longer. Okay i shall say it now. I hate it. Every single aspect of it. The only time i would be seen in any one of them, is probably because if my life or anyone else's that mattered depends on it, or if any of my favourite music artiste came to perform in it. That's. All. Why would i be in it? I don't drink, i don't really like most of the songs they have in there, hate to see those drunks or people who can't hold their liquor, cringed at who or what they pretend to be in there, the fights, the smoke and basically the atmosphere. I do dance, by the way. Believe me i can. Still, that's just it. I just don't have it in me to associate myself with these kind of places anymore. True i would go if my friends or Mal whole-heartedly dragged me there, but it won't mask the fact that i can never be comfortable in those environment. It's gone now. I guess i'm over the age or something. I feel torn that my baby still has the fever for it. Would even break out in arguments about it sometimes. But i love her no less for that. It's just too huge of a panadol in me to purge and gain that fever back. Never it seems. Or maybe not now.. but when....?

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Here it is genie... whereever u are..


Ok so it reads out like this. My own personal wishlist made public. I know.. like anyone cares right? Well i hope at least SOMEONE does. Heh.. Alrightey then, here it goes..

1. A Deadpool 12" statue (designed by Bowen).
2. A laptop.
3. A Star Wars FX lightsaber(Mace Windu's).
4. That one pair of sneaks from Nike i saw at Queensway Shopping Center.
5. PS3!!!!!!!!
6. My own videocam.
7. My dream job.(hopefully somewhere around this year)
8. The Blade sword. (like the 1 in the 'Blade' movie)
9. My long sought after 1st set of samurai swords.(Katana, Wakizashi, and Tanto)
10. Trips to Tioman, Pulau Redang, Bali, Phuket, Dubai..
11. My own place.(Not that i don't like the current one..)

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Monday, June 19, 2006

Normally, it ain't my thang..

Check this out here. My friend made it this far on Singapore Idol and her friends will wanna see her get further still. We love you, girl and keep on, keeping on! Vote for her people. Singaporeans particularly. Heh.. Peace..

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

A world we live in..

~This world is full of grass.. and hidden in the grass, are the... oh well..~

It's really a beautiful world we live in, ain't it? Place where everyone just live their own lives peacefully and free of care for everyone else. Place where you could just worry about your own damn comfort and piss in the wind. Why bother about where it's gonna land or who's gonna involuntarily get a whif, or even God forbid, a taste of it. Hey, as long as it don't effect you, it don't matter, right? We all are creatures of comfort, yep that's true but when it gets a little too uncomfortable for everyone else.. then that's another thing. I for one am not gonna turn away and pretend it don't bother me. What is that i'm talking about? I am saying, things that ranges from a minor irk to a glaring ass-pain. Things like cutting queues, leaning on railings that are meant for people to hold on to, sitting on the outer side of the seat in a crowded bus, blocking the views of people at the bus-stop, passengers rushing to aboard and blocking the way for alighting ones at the MRT, standing while chatting in the middle of a busy walk-way, etc. I know many would'nt even think about it, but hell, i do. And i have been administering my own brand of street justice, if i may call it that. I don't give a damn if they're huge, muscular, 'tattooed', old, young, cute, butt-ugly or handicapped, i'll still drop a nuke on'em. You don't live in this damn world alone and there are still sensible rules that applies everywhere. Even the unseen ones. So i would like to give a huge finger to those selfish, irresponsible, self-centered, foot-to-ass deserving patrons of this over-infested globe. Wait for it... wait for it....... Ok now picture this! My finggie to your face, bub. Peace..

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